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從未想到，這一天驟然而至，令我們措手不及。
I have never imagined,suddenly came this day and we were caught off guard.
從未想到，您就這樣悄然離去，甚至沒有留下一句遺言。
I have never imagined, you passed away so quietly that even no one last word was left.
從未想到，會在此時寫下祭文，以至於千言萬語卻不知筆落何處。
I have never imagined, I will write this oration at this moment and thousands of words are hard to write out.
當第一次看您躺在病床上，不敢相信，那個病容憔悴的人，就是您。
When I saw you lying on the sick bed for the first time, I could not believe, the haggard woman was you.
當您在病床上笑著對我說，“我沒事”，我的心如刀割，淚如雨下
When you smiled and said to me: “I’m ok”, my heart ached and my tears ran down.
當握著您那羸弱的手，沒有一絲力氣，那尚存的一股股暖流，是對我們唯一的慰藉。
When I held your weak hands, the warm stream from your hands was the only solace to us.
當看著您在病痛中呻吟、掙扎，而卻無法幫您減輕，哪怕一分苦痛，我的心在滴血，淚在奔流！
When I saw you groaning and floundering and we could not even relieve a bit of your pain, my heart was bleeding and my tears were pouring down.
當您在彌留之際對我說，只有我可以救您，讓我不要離開，我卻清楚地知道，我無法將您從死神手中奪回！
When you said on your deathbed, “only you can save your mother, don’t leave me!” I know clearly in my heart that I can never wrest you from death!
當看著您在黎明的曙光中漸漸睡去，以為可以不再忍受這種窒息的折磨，卻沒有想到，您一睡就是永遠！
When I saw you drifting off to sleep in the dawn light, I have thought you would not suffer the torture of choking.However, you slept forever!
當所有的搶救都是徒勞，無法讓您再睜開眼睛，看我們一眼，我才明白，我們從此永遠失去了您！
When all the rescues appeared to be futile and could not make you open your eyes and look at us once more, I realized we had lost you for good!
只可惜，您的最後一個心願，您說您想回家，還沒來得及實現，您就累了，倦了，走了……
Unfortunately, you were so tired and then gone away before we could realize your last wish of taking you back to home…
為何我康復了，您卻病倒了？
Why do I recover and you fall ill?
為何我成長了，您卻衰老了？
Why do I grow up, and you grow old?
為何我回來了，您卻離去了？
Why do I come back and you go away?
為何須臾之間，竟是陰陽永隔，生死兩茫茫？！
And why are we parted by the death in the twinkling of an eye?!
我知道，上天可以隨時把我們的性命奪走，卻不知會是現在！
I know, God can take our lives away at anytime, but don’t know it happened now!
我知道，命運往往不會給我們第二次機會，卻不知離開的人竟會是您！
I know, fate does not always give us a second chance, but don’t know the one who left us was you!
我知道，這一次的離別將成為永遠，卻不知再也沒有機會說一聲再見！
I know, this parting means forever, but don’t know you left before I could say goodbye to you!
我知道，所有的言語都如此的蒼白，卻不如一場痛心泣血！
I know, all the words are so pale that it would better to cry our hearts out!
我知道，再也沒有機會看著您的眼睛，叫一聲媽媽！
I know, it’s no longer possible to call you mother when looking at your eyes!
我知道，再也沒有機會把您擁入懷中，道一聲珍重！
I know, it’s no longer possible to hug you and bid farewell to you!
我知道，人生再也沒有什麼不能失去，哪怕是生命！
I know, there is nothing which we cannot lose, even our lives!
所有點點滴滴，歷歷在目；您的音容笑貌，如影隨形！
All the memories are still fresh and vivid; and your voice and smile always move along with me!
永遠難忘，當我重病在床時，是您不辭辛勞，日夜守候在我的身旁。
I will never forget, when I was badly ill in bed, it was you, taking the pains and looking after me round the clock.
永遠難忘，當我痛苦絕望時，是您的愛，給了我活下去的信念和希望。
I will never forget, when I was struggling against the anguish and despair, it was your love, giving me the belief and hope to survive.
永遠難忘，當我步履蹣跚時，是您扶我，走過每一條街，踏過每一條河。
I will never forget, when I tottered and reeled, it was you, helping me cross each street, and step over each river.
永遠難忘，當我飄洋過海時，是您的心，日日夜夜與我同在！
I will never forget, when I travelled overseas,it was your heart, beating with mine day and night!
如果今生再也無法相見，只願夢中還能看到您的容顏，聽到您的話語，感受到和您相擁的溫度……
If we could not meet once again, only hopeI could see your face, hear your voice and feel the warmth of your embrace in the dream…
如果夢中亦無法再見，只願您在天堂耐心等待，等待我們與您相聚的那一天……
If we could not meet even in the dream, only hope you could wait patiently for the day, when we would get together with you in the heaven…
如果真的可以轉世輪迴，只願來世可以緊握住您的手，不要讓您走得太匆忙……
If we could really reincarnate, only hopewe could hold your hands tightly, and don’t let you leave us in such a hurry…
如果您現在天堂裡守望，只願天堂裡風歇雨住，不再有陰霾，不再有悲傷……
If you were watching from the heaven, only hope the wind and rain had all disappeared, and there was no haze, and no sorrow any more…
後記：
今天是母親的祭日，謹以此詩告慰天堂裡的媽媽。
天堂是個聖潔的地方，
天堂是個美麗的地方。
那裡四季如春，
那裡風景如畫，
那裡雲淡風輕，
那裡柳綠花紅。
那裡有紅色的木棉，
那裡有白色的康乃馨。
媽媽，
您在天堂，
還好嗎？
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